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Saturday, March 08, 2008

so results..

i did okay. but frankly speaking, i seriously dont like my grades. i cant seem to swallow this part of reality and i'm living with so many qns right now. forgive me if i've been on a rather lousy mood, or if i suddenly blew up.

everyone ard me tells me that i confirm can get into uni and enter most courses. they say that my As will help me. on paper, my results may seem better than most pple. but i donno why i'm not happy. maybe i'm not satisfied with my GP and Phy grades.

if only i received another 5 more marks for Phy.. man, that would make me feel so much better.

oh there's smth that i really dislike..
pple who are less consistent with their work getting better grades than u. sometimes it makes me wanna scream. hello? show some fairness here?.. ugh, oh man

do i have any regrets?
now i do..

ohh.. congrats to all my frens who did well. i actually think that my class did quite well. and the school as a whole actually. the teachers still dare to say that we are the slackest batch.. oh pls, mr chan said "OUR SCHOOL EXTREMELY WELL!!!".. teachers, u hear that?

{ 10:42 PM }

Thursday, March 06, 2008

go watch The Leap Years

it's a gd show.. surprisingly gd for a local production. i beginning to like wong li-lin, she's like a mother of two (i think).. but she's still very pretty :)
and the best part.. she's a gd actress..

the only thing abt the show is.. i thud they shud explain how jeremy got into a coma and how did dyllan transit into li-ann's life. oh wells, other than that.. it was gd!!
oh ya.. the amt of songs in that show is enough to make like 2 or 3 cds.. i'm serious. haha

so results are on friday. 2 yrs of hardwork is abt to reveal itself in 2days time. whoa..
i need some divine direction as to where i shud study at.. and what
pls pls pls.. alittle help here?
it would be great to return back to vj.. get to see familiar faces and how some have "dropped hair".. haha

will i do well? i tell pple not to worry, yet i dont take my words seriously either. dang..
i sense that little puny ounce of fear right now..
sorry i lied.. make it alot

{ 12:54 AM }

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

i was editing my iTunes and found some old songs..
was listening to BSB's "I Want It That Way".. when i thought abt the other funny version of that song.

i was first introduced to this video in primary sch. i cant believe i'm still laughing even as i watched it again. haha, enjoy pple.. oh ya, no offence to BSB fans out there! it's all in the name of fun!

I Want A Fat Babe by Snacktreat Boys

and here's another clip of the same song, but with 2 pple who look really really funny in the video.. just watch lah!!

{ 2:13 PM }

being unemployed is starting to suck again..
i just wish BGSS would return my call asap and inform me abt the outcome of my relief-teaching job. it's continously waiting..

first was MOE..
now the school.. sian

another thing that i must complain about..
the only thing that MOE shud even bother changing, rather than the O's or A's new curriculum, is the way that they announce the release of the results.
what is the pt of getting your dear young singaporeans (who are termed, "the future", by MOE pple) to go thrh year after year of education and undergo immense stress to take the A's or O's exams, only for them to wait for their results in confusion and in questions..

it's stupid that we students have to read the newspprs, or search the net.. or ask frens and start those unsupported speculation. and worst, some of us are so anxious we end up calling MOE. and MOE answers, "u'll receive it in March."

for gdness sake.. at least set a proper date and tell the students, it's not a sin to leak out the actual date.

this is my suggestion: announce a confirmed and fixed date.. or at least set a wk that will be fixed for every yr, like the last wk of feb or 1st wk of march..

now it's either this fri or the next.. and here we are, still unsure. like i said, i'm still waiting. oh man..

{ 2:02 PM }

Friday, February 15, 2008

HAPPY VDAY TO ALL!!! and belated lunar New Year! haha
long time since i blogged.. i was just too lazy and decided to have a self-proclaimed hiatus.

my job at Subsea has finally ended and i'm $1300 richer. and CNY this year has improved alittle, which is even better. the best part is that i went to get both my POSB and UOB ATM cards liao. i managed to convince my mom that i'm old enough to hold on to these cards.. she's overprotective abt money and stuff liddat.
but.. i wont be spending much

still.. i can sense my Razor2 V9 coming to me soon. plus my PSP.. wanted to get an iPod Touch, but they say that PSP is equally gd. actually it's better cos u can play.. the only thing abt iPod touch is the touch feature, which will be available for almost any gadget in the future. haha

i just watched Memoirs of a Geisha on HBO. i dont know why i missed the show when it was in the theatres, bcos it's a super gd show. i'm not surprised that it was an Oscar-winning one. haha.. that's why i wanna dwnld it :)
i thud that the girl they used as young-Sayuri is pretty.. pretty for her age. and somehow the young girl gives me a zhang-ziyi-feel.. it's really interesting.. and i really find the blue eyes seriously cool man

i seriously hate it when i cut my hair. it somehow always turn out really short and weird even though my mom only trims abit. that's why i've decided.. i'm gonna let it grow long for 1 last time, then i'm really gonna cut this hairstyle liao.

i somehow think i wont look gd in this hairstyle though. frankly speaking, i dont think i'll ever look gd in short hair. that's why i only plan to cut this right before i enter NS in april. heh

ohh.. i passed my Basic Theory Test for my driving. 1st step closing to driving man! i feel gd..

i miss having smth to do.. feel aimless currently..

{ 12:18 AM }

Monday, January 28, 2008

had breks with jyss, tim and jack. it's been quite some time since i last saw them.. really had fun at the Mee Pok shop at Simpang Bedok.
apparently i also met Amanda from Emmanuel there, but she & i both didnt say hi cos we werent sure of each other. the last time we saw each other was when i was sec3?
it was during a piano concert, and apparently.. i was her crush, haha. thank God we didnt bring it any further. it's gd to find a long-lost fren :)

here are some photos..

stupid faces of jyss, me and tim

the penang look of simpang, tgther with Jackson

the three of us w/o weird faces.

jyss and me.. i knew her since pri 1, cool man

tim and me.. who cant stop suaning me that his ORD is in nov'08

{ 10:45 PM }

Friday, January 25, 2008

congrats to all u young ones who have just received ur O's results. to those who are very emo over their grades, i just wanna tell u guys
"cheer up. chins up okay? it'll work out fine. either way, a course or sch will accept u"
to those who did well, congrats.

i wanna specially congratulate CANDICE CHUA.. she's the one person that i'd so much faith in. i somehow knew she could do really really well, even though i didnt tell her personally. and she didnt fail me, and more imptly, she didnt disappoint herself. so high-five to u man, same pts as me somemore. haha..
jiayou in TJ !! pats head**
(PS: psst, u shud have went to VJ. enough pts lor.)

i dont like dawn yeoh. she's acting in this new Channel 8 show, and i really dont like her. she always acting in those innocent innocent roles with physical disorders. i rmbed she was a blind person in a prev show, and now she's partially deaf. come on man, someone give her a bigger challenge and give her another role pls??

yes i've got the latest news that the newest Joker has passed away. Heath Ledger is dead. i literally froze in front of my comp when i saw the article on Yahoo, for like 5secs.
i think it's quite wasted, cos he's a very gd actor. gd gd quality. i didnt watch Brokeback Mountain (although they said it's gd), but i know frm his other shows that he's a two-thumbs-up.
so yes, my tributes to the Joker. i hope u play that role really really well.

i'm very pissed off right now. bcos i watched as Roger Federer lose in the Aussie Open to Djokovic. i like djokovic, and i think his impersonations of the other tennis players are super funny. but.. federer shudnt have lost. he wasnt even play in his optimum state. i bet he was already damn tired with the prev 2 matches. shoots!!!
just when i started to support federer.. now he does this to me. am ultra disappointed..

{ 9:47 PM }

Sunday, January 20, 2008

i need to take time out to get CNY clothings. i dont think i'm becoming a workaholic, but i'm seriously too tired each day to go shopping after work. but i'm determined to do smth abt this...
i'm aiming to go shopping this wk and the next.

oh ya..
if u've read my MSN nick and think i'm crazy abt missing school, then maybe u're right. i really miss school. not just friends.. but it's the flexibility in life. work is really just... work.
i only have 1 eating time.. and in case u didnt know, Darren has a high metabolism. i usually eat during every single break when i was in VJ. now i feel like i'm starving and getting thinner.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Suang, Lionel & Brandon.
whose birthdays fall consecutively from 19th to 21st in respective order.

on a high note: i'm gotten approval to apply for schools for my relief-teaching job liao. heading dwn to BGSS tmrw after work. i hope i get the job :)

{ 10:18 PM }